Ok so I have been working somewhat hard the past few days.  Semester has started up in the beginning of the month and now I am 3 weeks into the semester.  I am currently getting all As and pretty happy. I am pretty happy with myself.  I also have some political issues that are going on but unwilling to discuss them at this point.  Once I have more items to add to my political post, I will add them.

Ok I have no idea why I'm so tired.  Maybe it's because of my constant waking up at the wee hours of the morning.  Maybe its because I get to sleep at ten then wake up at 6 thinking that it's seven.  Maybe its because when I wake up, I see the clock and I think that it's 7 because the clock says 7 but it really says 6.  Maybe it's a combo of all three.  Maybe I should just fall asleep earlier today.  Maybe.


But on the plus side, it's my mom's birthday! Happy Birthday Mommy!!!!

Ok so I recently heard that the end of the world is December 21, 2012.  Which makes me 20.  This thought is so depressing for me because Iʻm still young but all my siblings are even younger.  My baby sister would only be 10!  OMG this is so bumming me out.  I hate it.  But I am praying to God that this wonʻt happen.  I donʻt want to end because the Mayan Calender is ending.  I need a hug and some reassurance.  Big time.  I have the feeling that I want to curl up in my bed and die right here, right now.  But Iʻm scared of the whole death thing still.  The thought of dying bums me out even more!  CRAP!  Dying is another fear I have that I can add on my list now.  Double crap.

So I resumed school on Monday.  Big whoop.  New classes, new people, new teachers.  But it is also the beginning of my last semester as a high school senior.  Ugh I hate the sound of it.  I've worked hard to get to where I am and now I'll be starting fresh after the summer break.  I hate the idea, but it's true.  After wanting to be where I am, I'm here only to have the thought that I'll be the baby again.  But that's life.  You end things by beginning with something significant that shows you how you will end it.  If that makes any sense.

And an off topic thing, a close friend moved somewhere on the continental US.  Which is a bummer because I didn't formally say goodbye.  But from what I've heard, she is doing well. I hope to see her soon.